who puts this brain inside of me ?

no idea, i need to write something. fix my blog rrrrrr no idea no idea no idea

pengen ngepost apa gitu tapi rasanya mau ngetik males parah, huu sedih ya
gue kangen kepuasan pas udah ngpost wakakakak jijik
tau nih gue bosen parah, padahal internet lagi jinak dan gue ga ada kerjaan tetep aja males


jadi kesel :(

hey blog walking :) it's been a while since i wrote something in my blog (i mean, really really something, not just a not-meaning-post like i did before:p)

it's not mean that i dont wanna post something anymore, it just because im kinda lazy to write the post, and when i decide to write something, i'll found something MORE important to do so i must cancel my plan to wrote something

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, back to the topic, i've promised to tell you about my birthday, my awesome birthday, i mean :)

so, enjoy it!

dari harihari sebelomnya gue emang gamau mikiran ultah abis ntr mikirnya macemmacem tau nya beda kan sedih jadi yauda gue lupain aja, sampe pas tanggal 19Oktober pagi gue lupa beneran ye, trus si amy yang ngucapin pertama kali abis subuh gitu hehe, trus yang lain ada beberapa doang yauda jadi gue juga biasa aja kan trus udah, di sekolah belajar semuanya normal kok,

sampe abis pelajaran metik, gue mau pindah kelas, sama anakanak ditahan disuruh dikelas aja, gue feeling aja gitu, ini pada mau ngapain sih, tapi gue ngebet aja mau pindah ke kelas kimia, yauda deh akhirnya gue sama qisty dila nada amy pindah, si bella tuh gatau kemana gue kabur dia.
di kelas kimia gue mainin smartboard aja sendiri (sedih ye) yang lain pada keluaran,

truuuuuuuuuus,
qisty isma hanifah masuk pertamanya, ngajak ngobrol lalalala gitu, sampe tibatiba gue denger ada yang nyanyi,
"happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you ....."
gue shock, nahan ketawa, speechless, si bella nongol bawa pasukan uda kayak mau lamaran kata isma (rame bangeeeeet)


tapi bukan bagian ini yang hebohnya, guess what, dia minta Nanda, anak kelas 10, yang bawain kuenya, subhanallaaaaaaaaaaah emang gila temen gue yang ini, sama anza + ahim (yang ini gue juga ga ngerti tujuannya apa pake di bawa juga ckck, kyknya si bella yang ngfans:P)



pas uda mau niup lilin, rusuh deh tu, garagara si nada, main lemparlemapr kue, kena kemanamana, paling parah ? gausa ditanya lah, GUE. si anza juga kena,pas gitu di antara matanya (gatau gue bagian apa itu) haha maaf ya nzaaaaaaa



uda deh itu uda berisik, rusuh, kacau, gue uda kayak gembel masuk gedung, parah banget deh pokoknya, tapi gue seneng, seneng banget laaaaah, kirain tementemen gue pada lupa taunya mereka uda nyiapin semuanya



mita hanifah qisty isma nadiah dila pelor ryan adi juga makasih hehe

trus potopoto dan tetep aja rusuh, liat deh,



udah acara di sekolah uda selese, ditutup sama bu dita marahmarah garagara kuenya berantakan gitu deh (lebay tapi marahnya), bodo deh.

rambut gue kena kue, kebayang joroknya ? ew, jadi nyampe asrama gue niatin mandi, sempet molor sih tapi intinya gue mandi, keramas uda sampe harum deh pokoknya wessss

kan gue pikir acara ulangtaunulangtaunannya uda selese ya, jadi yauda gue santai aja, daaaaaaaaaaaaaan
GUE GATAU, MEREKA MASIH GAPUAS NGERJAIN GUE!

pas gue lagi main laptop asikasik, mereka pada datengin gue, nyeret gue keluar rumah,

DAN NGELEMPARIN GUE PAKE TELOR KOPI SUSU TEPUNG SEMUANYA !

perfect.

benerbener ga abisabis ulangtaun gue, yang ngelemparin mana sadis semua, kayak gue ga ngerasa sakit aja mereka main tabok gitu, hiks -,-
gue parah banget, lebih parah lagi dari yang di sekolah, najis banget sih, trus si bella juga kena haha, dia ultah dua hari yang lalu jadi sekalian aja diceplokin juga!

semua juga tau kalo yang namanya bella liar, hasilnya ? bukan cuma diluar yang kotor, SATU ASRAMA. dan semua terpaksa mandi haha, i hate this part:( gue mau bikin pengakuan, gue mandi dan keramas ampe 6kali najissssss, dan tetep aja masih bau KOPI (AAAAH BENCI SAMA KOPI GUE EWR!) uda gue pasrah, ntar kesalon aja daripada ama tangan gue ga beresberes huuuuu

pas gue uda mandi uda santai santai di kamar nadiah, udaah gue tenang, uda selese ulangtaunnya, taunyaaaaaaaaaaaa
isma nadiah hanifah dateng lagi ke kamar sambil nyanyi "happy birthday" buat yang kesekian kalinya sambil bawa kue (lagi) dari nadiah yaampuuuuun gue terharu deh, benerbener ni ultah gue, ngerepotin banyak orang ya ? hehe
yauda deh abis itu di makanin ramerame hehehe


udah,
selese,
gue 16taun sekarang, tua ye ? huuuu gue pengen jadi lebih baik aja lah pokoknya, bisa lebih dewasa (aminnn), trus ketrima di universitas yang bagus, jurusan kedokteran (WAAAAAAAA) AMIIIIIIN! yah pokoknya yang baikbaik laaaah hehe





lovelovelove, rizarizkyfitri


p.s : gue mau upload potonya tapi lagi gabisa nih, ngeror, ntr nyusul ya babe :p

no wall --> i've blocked him (even i didnt blocked him, will he post something?)

GIVE ME AN ANSWER



dont ask me about what i feel today, im happy i swear i really happyyyyyy :))
but i cant lie, i still hope you'll come and give me a warm hug and say "happy birthday",
i know thats impossible, i know you're my past, never be my future anymore, but i still cant believe that

somebody asked, "dont you need him come?" i just can smile, they dont know, what i really need is see you, hug you, and also, MAKE YOU MINE (again and again)

i dont know what do you think, i dont know if you read this post, i just want you to know,
it's not about my pride, it's about your heart,
i can call you, i can tell you that i miss you, i love you, i want you, and i need you back, but i know that's nothing for you, you dont care about that anymore, even i do :( so that's why im not trying to reach you back, i just stand on my own two feet, trying to moveon, trying to forget you, trying to believe that you dont need me ANYMORE, trying to make my self understand that you'll with another girl, AS SOON AS YOU CAN.

gue mau cerita tapi lagi buruburu nih ngepostnya ihiks, ntr gue trusin ya,
hahaha intinya aja deh abis gue gatel mau ceritaaaaaaaaa


gue sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang banget ye sama tementemen gue itu, especially for bella mita nadiah qisty isma hanifah dila, makasi ya sayang buat surprise nya hari ini
ahahaha gila gue seneng banget banget deh demi apa ya wkakakakaka *norak

cerita surprise nya ntr gue post lagi hahaha sabar deh yang mau baca,
i'll never forget this day hihi, this is my best birthday i guess :p

btw, makasi juga buat yang td uda bantuin, smuanya deh

gue gabisa berenti senyum kalo inget kejadian tadi :PP (L)

not in the mood for blogging but i need to write something,
eww, give some idea please :(


anyone have ?