me

Only time will determine when and how you’re going to move on.
Sure, it might not be right away like you want it to be but
eventually one day you’ll wake up and realize that somewhere along
the way that piercing feeling you’ve always felt inside your chest faded
and went away while you were too busy living life to notice
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brothers

i miss my brothers, both of them (seriously)
even we always fight because of something silly but i love that moment
i know sometimes i hate my first young brother but without him around me i feel so lonely :P
my first young brother is Renaldy Rizky Ramadhan,
its so hard for me to take a pict of him, but i got it :)))))))

this one,










he loves make me angry, disturb me and also fight with me :(
but i hate him because he's more tall than meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
yea,
he's more than 160cm now (he's in the last year in jhs now)
and im stil ........
oh my i hate him, oh ya i love to disturb him too, i love to make him angry even it'll make we fight, but thats unforgotten moment hahaha

then, secondly, let me introduce my younger brother haha.
dont worry about the pict, i have much his pict, his soooooooooooooo adorable hahaha
i love love love (morethan my first young brother, mayb :p no im just kidding) him, even sometimes he's annoying like the other one but he loves photo haha, he's my best partner when i want take a photo in my house, but i cant show in this blog because i dont use my veil in that photos :(

i want to tell about my younger brother, when im not on my home i miss him but when im home he always tell story, a long story till i feel badmood then i'll angry with him, im sorry baby, yeah, he's an active child, he loves tell story, run run run, and yeah just like another child CRYING :(

lets see him,









oh ya i guess he'll be a photografer, why ? because he loves photography since he was 4yearsold. he use my brother's slr than take my photo, the result ? AWESOME hahaha
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homeeeey

please check this web, i want my future home like this <3<3<3>
my friend, bella, tell me about this web, and, i love this web much since the first time i saw this web,
i put some pict from this web in my blog
hope you like this too :p




baru dikit nih, gue tibatiba ga mood ngepost huhu, ntr gue tambahin lagi gambarnya ya semuanya :')


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quote


“ Only once in your life, I truly believe,
you find someone who can completely turn your world around.
You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.
You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.
When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.
They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.
Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.
There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.
You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.
The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.
Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant.
Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all.
A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.
In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.
Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.
You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do.
Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.
You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.
You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you.
You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.
Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

— Bob Marley
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p.s i love you



have you watched this movie ?
thats so coooooooooooooool :)))
not the most romantic i've ever seen but i love it hehe
last night, bella asked me to watched this movie,
so i watched this with bella and mita, but mita didnt watch till finished because of some of our friends was come and she didnt concentrate with that film anymore:p

i heart Gerry, the man was died because of brain tumor in this movie,
Gerry was sooooooooooooo awesome,
he loves his wife and i envy with that lucky girl, Holly.

i cant stop my tears down when Holly's mom tell about the truth that she helped Gerry to gave the letter to Holly and when the end of the movie, when Daniel read the last letter from Gerry :((((
this is the letter, i copy this for you (L)

Gerry Kennedy: Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends.
P.S. I will always love you

and this is our favorite dialog in this movie
,

Daniel Connelly: What do women want?
Holly Kennedy: [whispering] We have no idea what we want.
Daniel Connelly: I knew it!


lets watch this movie, and tell me what do you think about this movie, maybe you'll heart this movie more than me :P

thankyou
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nothing

no idea. pusing. mumet. tibatiba banyak pikiran dan nyesel karna banyak hal.
kasih kesempatan buat perbaikin semua nya ya pleasepleaseplease.
i dont know what i mean, but i think i should say like that,
gatau deh buat apaan tapi yah apaajalah
buat siapa aja yang baca deh
huah

maafin gue ya kalo ada salah,
khilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaf tau :(
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not mine

Eleven days since we've broke up
Eleven days since we've separated
Eleven days since i've promised with my self to stop crying
And, eleven days since you're not mine anymore


Let me repeat, not mine anymore.

You go your own way and im still trying to go mine,


Do you happy with everything that happened with us ? do you feel better ? do you miss me ? dont you worry about my self ? dont you worry if i cried till i forget how to breathe normally ? dont you care about that ?

I've 1000 questions, no, it maybe more than 1000 questions like that, it play in my mind but i dont know how to ask it to you because you dont have to answer that. It just make me feel more frustated and hate my life

Why ? because you're not mine anymore
Yea, i know, you can answer all my question with one answer,
"should i do ? youre not mine anymore so i dont have to care about that !"

You dont know how hurt this pain, its killing me . but i know you dont care, you dont want to hear about all the things that happened with my self since we've brokeup

Where is the old one ?
The one who care about me totally,
The one who promise that always stay beside me, no matter what happen between you, me and us (i cant forget this promises, you said that everynight )
The one who always make me laugh,
The one who always make me cry also,
But he's the one who can make me feel comfortable around him, no need to be someone else, just the way i am, and promise that he never leave me with a weird reason like, BORED


last, if someday you meet him, tell him, i miss him :"(
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